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a bright day
cold
windy
very windy
a bright cold windy day
just the sort of day made for starting over
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a bright day
it was cold then
it wasn't something that bothered her like it would bother other people. i mean, to be bothered by something, you have to understand that it is bothersome, if you see what i am saying. to know discomfort, you would have had to have known comfort at some point. it's all relative, i guess is what i am saying. the bottom line is that never having had a chance, she just didn't know any better.
a few years back, i decided to run 2000 miles in one year. it's not as random as you might think, but i can see how you'd think that. so, how did it go, ace? well, i will tell you. it got off to a great start. GREAT. i was running once, twice a day. running. running. more running. woowoo!
looking back over last year's booklist and seeing the lifeguard manual reminded me that i did, in fact, become a lifeguard last year. good on me! during the class, i was doing a lot of swimming for the class itself and also just because i happened to be at the pool, i would do a few laps. back in the day, at brigadoon, we did a buttload of laps for the lifesaving certification and also any advanced swimming class did miles of laps. we had a big red cross sponsored lap tracking poster on the dining hall bulletin board where anyone could put their name and then "x" out the little boxes indicated miles swum. it was hugely competitive and therefore is of course verboten these days. don't want to make little susie sinks-a-lot feel she's not as good as susie swims-a-lot. forget that miss swims-a-lot doesn't get a chance to feel good about herself.
24 books this year, an even 2 per month. not a bad total, but only 2 non-fiction, disappearing spoon and the lifeguard manual. i'd like to read more non-fiction, and i'm fairly certain that's something i can make happen. if only i can find non-fiction books....
it's not so much that i'm the jump-to-conclusions type as that i am simply INTJ. i have what you'd call a high need for closure. dithering doesn't so much make me crazy as cause to arise in me a need to calmly, and with complete sanity, disembowel you. my old man is a bit of a ditherer, which he's wisely learned to keep to himself. well, mostly. i think that crap he pulls about supper decisions is intended simply to mess with me. well, mostly.
one of my coworkers is brilliant. he is smart enough to realize there are a lot of things he doesn't know but wise enough to kindly explain those he does. and, he gets my jokes. he believes that a couple thousand years ago a junior high school aged virgin girl gave birth to a baby boy, which baby was conceived by an act of the supreme creator and was designed & destined to die by sacrifice thereby becoming the saviour of the world. what a tale, eh? how could a brilliant man believe such a thing.
bees live in hives
we went to see the new sherlock holmes movie last night and contrary to the findings of all the professional reviewers, we found it highly entertaining. the costumes and sets were flawless, the action spectacular, the dialog sparkling, the characters amusing. don't tell the professional, but they don't know what they are talking about. these sherlock holmes movies seriously make 1891 look like THE place to be - 1891 in a gypsy camp, or on a half-blown-up train, or below the stage at the opera. even the dirty street urchins are dirty in a cute way.
....lights - decorations - boiled custard - russell stovers - oranges - nuts in the shell - candy canes - santas lap - bourbon - fanny battle - cheese ball - sugar cookie - gift wrap - curlie ribbon - paper fill - brown packages - UPS shipping....
12 drummers drumming
and then he said, "We might, for example, set a goal of blogging once a day just in case, serendipitously, something beautiful strikes us that day."
i am fascinated by dead air. it rarely happens anymore because radio stations, like everything else, are nearly completely automated. one song just clicks right into another from a satellite feed. even if you personally do not have satellite radio, chances are you're listening to radio via satellite.
skip a rock
remember what i was saying the other day about the wax in my ear? wells, i got this box of stuff called 'murine ear wax removal system' which sounds like it would have gears and pulleys and shit, but it's just some drops and one of those blue baby booger bulbs. i'm fairly certain you know what i am talking about but if you will just google 'blue baby booger bulb' and look at the images tab, well it's right there - right at the top of the page - because clearly the scientific name for the device is blue baby booger bulb.
today i heard a story on NPR about eric whitacre's virtual choir. apparently it's not a new thing, just new to me. maybe new to you? anyway, mr whitacre is completely into choral music. he writes it. he arranges it. he conducts it. he comprehends the transformative power of choral music and wants to share that. remember singing in grade school music class? or, at summer camp? or, on the bus with your friends on the way to a football game? or, maybe in an organized chorus?
take responsibility.
and then she goes, "there's a wax plug in your ear."
i went to target to purchase a baby shower gift and came home with a pack of underpants, a half gallon of milk, a bag of pretzels... and a baby shower gift. whew. close one. that place is a storm of distraction and i almost didn't make it out with having obtained that which i went in for to get.
there's this place i like to hang out online. i like the banter, the camaraderie. sometimes we have serious discussions. sometimes we just talk smack. sometimes someone leaves in a huff, never to return, and when they inevitably do return we give them a really hard time so they'll know how we really missed them. there are dorks and sycophants, math geeks and word geeks, personae and Real People, boys and girls. most of the folks there are fairly smart, and they're both quick witted and good humoured. able to give a joke, and also able to take one.
if you wanted to purchase a gift for me,
the day was actually going pretty well til i ran up on a curb and mangled my sweet car. why did i go in that way?! why didn't i make sure i cleared the curb before turning?! why even come here at all?! totally pissed at myself. that is all.
thought i was going to watch 'once upon a time' off the tivo but forgot that it comes on sundays not fridays so there wasn't one to watch. flipping around the channels i found a harry potter marathon on ABC family. yay! i have all the DVDs of course, but they only work on the little telly. for some reason the DVD player on the big telly doesn't work. well, it IS fairly old. i think it might be made out of wood. so anyway, i am relaxing after a long day of chores and watching some harry potter. so g'head and mov'along. leave me be.
if i reach out my hand to you
when i walked out of the dentist office, there were two women and a girl in the hallway. the girl was maybe 3, 4 years old. one of the women was ushering her into the washroom, saying, "knock when you're done, i'll come in and help you". why not go in with her? it's a big room, a onesie, she's a little girl. c'mon! anyway, so the two women were standing there, in the hallway, clearly not going in anywhere, and i had to pee. the men's room was just sitting there, and they're both onesies, so who cares, right? i walk up and say, "hey, i guess i'll just go in here - haha." i walk to the door. put my hand on the doorknob. turn the doorknob. open the door. BAM! some guy's back in my face. jeez! who doesn't lock the door? "who doesn't lock the door?!" i exclaim! "that would be my brother," goes the not-with-girl woman. well, hell! who doesn't tell someone they are about to open the door on her brother?!
heard on NPR today that the government holds the key to job creation and then i heard that the US postal service is cutting 200,000 jobs.
when we say "communication" we mean "prose" and the more important the communication, the more prosaic it becomes. chatty emails become fun newsletters become formal newspapers become dry journal articles. we've relegated poetry and music, not to mention visual art, to the realm of entertainment. even on television, with all its capacity for visual storytelling, Serious Information is delivered by a series of yapping heads from the yapping anchor desk to the yapping field reporter. ever heard of "show, don't tell"? yeah, right.
we were watching this newsmag on the telly and they were showing some sort of community agency in some city handing out 'free' bicycle helmets. (helmets for your head while you are on your bicycle, not helmets for your bicycle itself.)
the vandy football team took it to wake forest yesterday to become eligible for a bowl not titled "quiz". [arguably, both vandy and wake are more likely participants in a bowl titled "quiz" - both being superior academic institutions. similarities continue as both employ the colours black & gold and both sport pasty colonial-clad male mascots.] although vandy couldashouldawoulda beat a number of SEC foes this year including georgia, arkansas, florida, and tennessee -- wins which would have put bowl eligibility in the 'decided' column long before the final game -- and although there are altogether far too many bowl games -- diluting the qualification for any one of them -- despite all that, it is nice to qualify. even if half the teams qualify these days, that does mean that half do not, and vandy's generally on the unqualifying half. so, good on ya, vandy!
i came in here to address seasonal holiday cards, so of course instead i am pillaging my co-buxers.
hello. did you miss me? yeah, you probably didn't even notice i've been away. well, except for mr alfie over there in the corner with the variety of deoderants, which is probably all for the best, really.
you & i. us here. this thing where i write and you read. we might be on a bit of a break on account of i am fairly busy just now. on the other hand, we might not be on a break. maybe it's over. maybe i am never coming back. probably because of your body odor. ew.
reading 'the god of the hive' i realised i'd missed the book before. there were too many references to a story i didn't know. laurie king writes the mary russell series as if they were all one book -- the next one picks up right where the previous one left off. i mean, Right Where. not like a quick recap of the current status and off we go. no, it's more as if the new book were merely the next chapter in the previous book. it's really cool and i really enjoy it, but it really highlights when you've skipped one. so, i inadvertantly skipped 'the language of bees'. a quick check in my local liberry's online catalog, type in my liberry card number which i of course have handy in my vast memory banks, click, click, wah-lah. book at my fingertips, right here on the iphone. the only drawback is the screen is so small that about 3 words fit on a page. other than that, it's stupendous.
although you'll find differing calculations across the world wide webernet, the most prevalent estimate is that less than 1% of the world's population has completed a marathon. of the folks who have NOT completed a marathon, virtually zero have any understanding of the desire TO complete one, EVER. so, right off the bat you have a very small number of people who even GET IT at all. then, of the folks who HAVE completed a marathon, even if you presume ALL of them understand the allure of RUNNING marathons, you have to know that nearly NONE of them have ANY comprehension of the motivation to WALK a marathon. i mean, c'mon. who does that? if you're "crazy" to run marathons, well what the hell do you have to be to walk them??
my fitness has gone to hell in a handbasket. i lost all motivation to lift weights several weeks ago, and in the past couple weeks i've pretty much quit running too and now soccer season is over. i am a giant lump that eats cookies. i am the cookie lump. stupid lung testing i was talking about yesterday, remember that? had to get off the asthma meds for a week to prep for it and the gddm doctors can say whatever they gddm please about whether it's asthma or not, but i tell you, i stop that stuff and feel like crap. CRAP I TELL YA. tired and sickish. so i feel better now i guess, back on the meds, but hell, i couldn't work out much less run when i was off 'em so that's a week right there, and before that, well, it's not like i was a paragon of fitness. now what? oh, let's go walk a marathon on sunday. oh, good, sounds like a really great idea there, ace. brilliant, truly. such a gddm idiot. then, well, i won't go into it all, but you can bet your left breast and not risk losing it that i won't be working out at all until at least 28 november.
i didn't go to work today. instead, i went to the doctors office for yet another test to determine if i have asthma. the doctors have all been fine going along prescribing advair, which makes me feel better, helps me run better, allows me to participate more fully in life. but i decided to open a box of pandora worms and try to figure out what is really going on.
on the way home i got rear-ended. in my CAR. gosh, you are a perv. there was a delay up ahead, and so i was phoning my old man to tell him there was traffic when i looked up and saw the car in front of me had stopped. yikes! but then, whew!, i got stopped but then, bam!, the car behind me did not. ugh. so i was all stopping in the road and she was all stopping in the road, and she got out and i got out and she was like, are you hurt?, and i was like, nah..., and she was like, can you move your car to the side? and in my head i kicked myself (ouch!) for not thinking of that. what a dolt! so we got back in our cars and moved them to the side and we were all, i guess we should exchange info?, but then a cop drove up from all the coppage that had turned out for the actual wreck up ahead. he was all over the need your registration shizzle, and thank medusa i had fresh registration and insurance card sitting right on top of the pile of otherwise useless muck in the glovebox. (no gloves.) we were all three standing by the side of the road when the other driver goes - well the guy behind me just left and i don't know where he went but he ran into me and then he left. and the cop was like, you got hit, too? and she was all, yes, that's why i ran into her. and here's the thing - that happened to me once, for reals. i got stopped and i was all whew and then i got rear ended and ran into the car in front of me. so i know it can happen. but... so... see... the cop, he tells us to each go to our own car and he'll do the paperwork, and he comes over to my car, and he goes, did you see another car, did she mention another car before? and of course i was, no. and he was, when did she first mention getting hit by another car? and of course i was, only in front of you. and he was, what did she say? and i was all, are you hurt and can you move your car to the side. he was like, okay. i felt bad for her, but it's not like i am going to lie for a stranger. just in case it comes back later, it's easier to tell the truth. so, the cop, he did the paperwork and wrote out each driver's info for the other driver, which was super nice and helpful, and gave me his card with the incident report number, and the paper with her info on it, and my license and insurance and registration, and gave her hers, and then he helped us get back out into traffic, and that was it, really. that was it.
so i am watching "once upon a time" which is a new television show starring gennifer goodwin. why do i like the show? let me count the ways.
black friday makes me sad. this year, some stores are rolling back into thanksgiving - opening at 10pm or midnight. thanksgiving remains the only holiday that hasn't been commercialised because they haven't been able to figure out what to sell us besides food.
i wanted to tell you a funny story about something that happened at today, but nothing funny happened at work, nothing funny happened on either commute, nothing funny happened before leaving home this morning, and nothing funny happened after coming home this evening. nothing. not a thing.
today i received an email about a $92k wire transfer where to finalize the transaction, i merely needed to complete the paperwork, but i declined because i thought, what do i need with $92k worth of wire?
i heard something on NPR today that i wanted to share with you. too bad i cannot remember what it was.
this guy called brett ratner was supposed to produce the 2012 academy awards broadcast. he directed the new movie tower heist and when asked about rehearsals during the production of the film, he replied -- "rehearsal's for f@gs."
the US census bureau is the agency that provides the info about how many folks in the USA are living below the "poverty line". the census bureau defines the line and then analyzes census data to reveal how many folks are where, in relation to the line. if i understand correctly, the official formula takes only food cost into account. today, the census bureau released new data based on a new formula - the supplemental poverty measure. the new formula includes all sorts of expenses and income not previously accounted for.