it's a bit chilly for sitting about, out of doors.

i bought a pair of shoes today. not because i have the money, which really i do not, and not because they are the pair i have sought for so long, because really they are not. they are in fact doubly unsatisfactory - i could not afford them and they aren't precisely what i was looking for. what they are is -- they are a good fit, they are comfortable, and they are compatible with many clothes i own. i can see them becoming a somewhat go-to type of shoe, however at the same time, i can see them sitting unworn for weeks on end whilst i completely forget that i own them. they are comfortable enough to be worn every day and they go with enough of my wardrobe to be worn every day... yet... they are simply another pair in a litany of not-quite-rightness. why do i do this? why do i acquire the not-quite-rightness? it's not like i will be able to make these shoes into the right thing. firstly, i am not a cobbler, and secondly, i am not a blackberry. HAHA. get it? blackberry cobbler?? ah... good stuff. okay, srsly, i am not a cobbler. i cannot change the shoes. pluswise, they are not even the correct materials. what am i thinking? i know, right? *sigh* i am thinking here's a quality pair of shoes from a reputable manufacturer made following a model of stylish comfort. what's that ace? what did you say? did you say you bought sensible shoes? sensible?? but... but... i was acting so logical. dependable. practical. acceptable, respectable, presentable - a vegetable! oh, now there are times, when all the world's asleep, the questions run too deep, where are the shoes i seek?

shut up, you ninny. they're still at the store. take the sensible shoes back and get the ones you really want. what's your damage? jeez.