2008 + 2 = 2009

okay, so i didn't clean out my closet. i did make a first pass at it, and i was ruthless. ruthless, i tell ya. time to shape things up around here. probably do the rest of it on friday when everyone else is at work. yipee-ki-yay!

dreamt last night i was at brigadoon riding horses. that's about all i remember about it now. there were more details, but they are all gone gone gone. i do remember the basic feeling i always have in brigadoon dreams - it's a good sort of feeling, but with an underlying knowledge that something is off. partially that is because things are actually out of place. the correct people are there, and the correct basic layout of buildings, but some buildings are too big, some are out of place. the lake is there, but different. the people are usually on target - it's just the buildings that are all wrong. probably b/c the buildings & grounds always meant more to me than the people. hrm. okay, that comes out sort of funny when you say it outloud like that. people are just hard to connect with. out of all the times i have been there, the recent times are far & away the ones where i have made friends. as a kid there, i was not all that interested in the other people. much more interested in the rites & rituals & real estate.

whatevs. difficult to explain effectively. probably b/c human is my second language.