how i spent my winter vacation

monday night i didn't feel too great and tuesday morning i knew it would be unfair to my coworkers to bring whatever i had into the office. by tuesday afternoon i had a fever and called the doctor who kindly faxed in a rx for tamiflu. no fever yesterday and i was going to head into the office today but got a bonus day because the office is closed due to the weather conditions. i don't have a fever but i feel all dreamy and disconnected, you know, like how it feels when you have a fever. so why do i feel that way if i don't have a fever? i am too tired to do anything but i feel guilty for just sitting here. my old man's moving his stuff into our new closet which finally doesn't smell like paint, and i'd move mine, but the effort seems completely daunting. and he's moving so fast and energetically. where does that energy come from? so tired. i need a nap.