you must think i am an idiot... that you can tell me anything, and i will believe it. but, i am worn out with it and quitting the game.

said it here before,
but it bears repeating:

we cannot know
    each other.
we can merely know
    about each other.

you are playing at sincerity, and that is the most dangerous game of all, because when it comes down to the bottom line, down the dirt, down to the last shred of who you are - how will you recognise yourself?